Meaning of Life

"Reunion" dinner

2008-02-11T01:27:00.000+08:00

Just got back from a "Reunion" dinner with my secondary school friends...
(Alvin Lim, Melvin Chew, Stanley Tay, Thung Yixin, Chew Junqiao, Marzuki, Neo Suhwei, Sim Siew Noi, Leomund Teh, Reuben Ong, Chiat Siang)

Went to JP in the afternoon to shop for steamboat stuff...
(Vin, Mel, Yx, Reu, Noi, Leo, CS, SH wif Mar joining us at the end)
Yx went to get yusheng...

Went to Mel's house after that...Greetings to his mother...a kind lady...

Yx came back wif 2 boxes of yusheng...Tay came...prepared food...the yusheng was...erm...ok i guess...

Then those who know how to play mahjong (Mel, Noi, CS, MAR) had their game while the rest played ps2 (vin, reu, yx) and ate those junks (tay, sh)...leo...dun noe wat he doing...lol (think helping mel's mother)

It was late time to eat otherwise those that nd go back camp would be late...JQ came...lol...then we ate...table was too small...some took their food and sat in front of the tv...

After that the army boys had to go (yx, vin, cs, sh(tag along wif vin))...then it was more game for the rest of us...mar went off later...gambled abit (jq, reu, mel, noi)...start with 50cents leave when 50cents gone...earned 60cents...lol (heard noi won big the rest all lost)

Then it was time for mar to go as well...helped mel's mother abit wif the dishes...ran off halfway...(how could i do tis...)

The gamble grp went on wif their game...i played ps2 wif tay looking on...until time for us to go...

Thx Mel and his mother alot...wasnt a really gd guest...happy chinese new year :)

Disappointment...

2007-11-21T21:03:00.000+08:00

Today is the 3rd day of MST...the second paper, Digital Communication...

Went to school early in the morning, the test is at 1530 hr...

Met up with James, Kelvin, Jinqian, Edwin...

Started studying...actually studied practically everything the day before and done the past yr paper...

Do again and summarised everything...studied until lunch...really studied alot...never really studied so much for one test...since i came poly that is...maybe because there isn't a laptop in front of me...

Went for lunch...then Jeremy came...and rested awhile(maybe shouldn't have?)...then studied again...subsequently Ccl came...and time drew near to the test...

Started to head for the test venue at around 1500 hr...

Saw Reu outside his class...exchange greetings(Good Luck)...

Studied so much...still had doubt before going in...

Finally the test started at 1530 hr...

After the test...i realised...i made alot of mistakes...can't blame it on careless...i knew what i was doing...guess i just have to blame myself for not studying enough...

Felt disappointed...studied so much yet i made mistakes...demoralising...maybe wasn't hard enough...

Tomorrow is Network Protocol...and i can't get the motivation to study...dang...

:) :D :P :l :/ :( :9 :X :> :< :Z :O :S

2007-11-17T00:43:00.000+08:00

Friday...day started at 8(ownself set the time for alarm)

Supposed to go sch for running...cos haven hand in report...and nd see doc...so cancelled...

Went see doc...couldn't get treated...got refered instead...then went IMM wif father...and bought some stuff...saw henry...went home...printed report went sch...

Met Kel...print again...borrowed staple from printing store...went to find teacher...not in...have to delay submission again...headed back home(tt's for kel)..

i went je mac...meeting mel and yx for pool(don't i have test coming up)...reu and hen staying at home to study...tay watching movie with fren...tan busy...sh don't have vin...

Studied awhile at mac...wow...studied more than i did at home and in such a short time...then mel and yx came...

Met up went to pool...

8 Foot...3 cue sticks...1 table...3 persons...

Started the game of pool...i got the cue stick with a "CMI" or "CM1" on it...haha "Cannot Make It"

Half way through...msg noi(take care)...then someone ask for a cue...always not enough...and he took my "CMI"...haha

Then later on...i lost all the remaining game...like my luck went with the cue(ok it was an excuse)...and my winning streak ended...ToT

We went for dinner next...and talk talk...i like talking...though may be crap sometime...

Then we went to the lib...haha looking for books...saw a book bout Albert Einstein then i remember the M1 commercial...insulting man...the commercial made fun of Einstein...kind of disapprove it...and make not much sense...

Then we headed home...sky looked threatening...Mel went to take the MRT...i ride pillion on yx's bike...

Started to rain when we started to move off...

Before we got out of the lib carpark...yx said he don't dare to cut in between the cars...past a x junction and approaching the second x junction...

While making the left turn at the junction...the bike was rather close to the left curb...yx turned to check the blind spot at the right...when he turned back...the bike bumped into the curb...we were too close...and we fell side way onto the pavement...

STUNNED O.o, SHOCKED >O.O<

Luckily, we were not hurt...the bike wasn't going fast at that time...

We stoned...trying to get back to reality from the shock...

After 5-10 mins(maybe less) or so...we mounted the bike again...yx checked his bike for any prob...and we started the journey back again...the rain still coming down on us...thankfully it wasn't too heavy...

Reach my house...got off...and we stoned awhile again...check bike for damages...side fine, seat fine...front wheel mud guard...SCRATCHED!!! the first scratch...no need to worry bout people scratching the bike anymore...

The first "buang" for yx and me...yx riding wif me as pillion...took sometime to get over it...evaluate...re-evaluate...analyse what went wrong and stuff...then we went home...yx on his bike of course...then i went tkd...

At tkd...brought the money for the grading...the pen to write...but i forgot the form...-_-" the most important thing...must be the shock...haha no lah...

After tkd while going home saw an accident O.o...a van, a taxi and a lorry...trashed...road is dangerous...careful everyone...

Met with vin and yx...talk again...NS to incident to outing to almost everything we could talk about...

went home...hm...end of the day...

Heart Labour

2007-11-13T17:53:00.000+08:00

Don't know what to write about...dead...the status of my blog since oct 16...

I should write more frequently...

Loses of memories,keep forgetting stuff...forget to reply smses is one of the thing...things i promised...writing here can keep memories for very long...haha...only those memories of bigger stuff...but not everything can be written here i guess...

How?? haha...guess i just try to write every activies i think is eventful enough to write here as much as possible...at least all those reasonable enough to write here...

??? haha...this post is abit...don't know what to say...weird?

NTU

2007-10-16T20:09:00.000+08:00

Today went NTU to collect the certificate for the module "Foundation Physics for Engineering"...

Intended to go next week, due to early dismissal today, we decided to go. We refers to Ccl, Jere, Jq, Kel, Kenry and me...

At the MRT...while waiting for the Boon Lay bound train, Jere decided to check the confirmation email again...while the page was loading the train came...Ccl, Kel and Kenry got on...due to abit of delay...the rest of us...MISSED the train...!%?&^@#...had to wait 7 mins for the next one...

so we met up with the others at Boon Lay MRT...then we got on bus 199..direct into NTU...

Never went before...if my memory didn't fail me...

Wow...the area is huge...actually expected of uni...

Looking at the students walking by the road outside...i saw 2 familiar faces...Lin Jun and Qiu Wen...haha...called Qiu Wen for help...lost...haha...needed help from Jere's friend as well...

Past some familiar places...saw on television..."School Flower School Grass"...we finally found the place...

Wooo...office bigger than the one at SP...went to the counter...first time saw the person who sent us the email on the detail of the course(so that is how she looks)...

Time to get the certificates....argh....nervous...what will my $250 become?!?

Jere first to get the cert...and he got a...

AHAHAHA...think i will say the grades?? NEVER!!!

Then i got...then Kel...then Ccl...then Jq...then Kenry...(if i didn't remember the wrong order)

Kenry's grades...can say right? Don't need say people also know...(so people guessing should be able to tell right? RIGHT?)

Then we tried to get PCL's cert...after much persuasion...we finally got it...haha

Got directions to go out from the...who is that?? er the person in-charge of our course...we got lost...again...finally found the bus stop after asking another person...

Home Sweet Home...

REE

2007-10-15T00:05:00.000+08:00

REE = Resident Evil Extinction

Today went to the movie with Yx, Mel and Hen...watched REE...Sorry Mel and YX...late..haha...standard...

What rating also don't know...haha...NO nudity...how come second one have but 3rd one don't have?!? MUST be PG...(actually is NC-16...violence nia...)

HAHA...anyway the movie was nice...don't talk too much about the movie, don't *spoiler*(just now spoilt abit liao...nevermind right?)

After that went Music junction...Hen bought a CD...don't who is the singer...then went long john...almost standard procedure(suddenly "protocol" came into mind..-_-)...ate chocolate pie...talk awhile saw chiat siang...also watched REE...eheh...gf?? haha...ok jk jk...cousin cousin...

Then decided to go K pool...msged Reu...just came out of Kbox...sorry didn't go K box with you and the rest...

At the pool...played awhile...felt weird...Yx low scoring..alot of tyco shots...MUST BE THE MUSIC...

then Reu and noi came...tay and tan can't come...

continued to play awhile more...noi got alot improvement and reu first timer...haha...curve ball leh...not bad...for white ball though...haha...MUST BE THE MUSIC...

After that went home...got to attend a dinner...like just went the restaurant not too long ago...ate about the same type of food...ok is same type...but yeah it was good...maybe ok only...eh still good lah (give face..haha)...

Went home...night...

NYNY

2007-10-14T23:52:00.000+08:00

Last Wed went NYNY to celebrate Kenneth birthday...went with Ccl, Jason, Jeremy, Kelvin, Kuang Wei, Royston and Shu Yi...ME extra...right Jason? haha jk jk...

First time to NY^2(NYNY troublesome type)...sua gu...rarely go such restaurant...place nice nice...price *nice nice*(to wallet) also...

Before that went driving lesson...dangerously...

NY^2 nice place...got pool table...but like long time never touch...

9 people share a table...nono...7 share a table...other 2 another one...haha...cramp sia...

Looked at menu...Wooo...all so nice what to choose...Kuang and Jason chose GIANT Yankee Burger...like 4 times the size of the burger Roy chose...Jere wanted to share the seafood platter...Sorry Jeremy...next time (if got chance)...i chose Brats Sausage instead...

After eating...cotton candy cake...haha...heartshape sia...take photo and stuff...

Kel and Ken cut cake together...haha...birthday on consecutive day...

After that go home...got school next day...shag the next day...

Latern Festival

2007-09-26T00:17:00.000+08:00

Almost end of day...

"ZZZZ!! ZZZZ!!", the sound made by my vibrating handphone...

"1 message recieved"

"heys pp, want go play candles? repky asap! :D canal play?"

Lonely moon in the vast dark sky...but on the ground is a sea of glowing light...noisy, smoky, dirty, hot...is the setting...

Fire, candles, burning boxes and leaves, lantern and match sticks...are the props...

NUTS, J and me...are the casts...

Slow slow walk, Fun fun games, Small small talks...are the act...

Curtain dropped...end of day...glowing dimmed...moon stayed on...

New Semester

2007-09-26T00:10:00.000+08:00

The final semester arrived...the last of my poly life...maybe the last of my education life...

Still haven't top the class in any year and level...haven't done my best in any...haven't....haven't....alot of haven't...

Regrets...full of it...life's full of it...but it is in regrets that i know what to treasure...friends...teachers...books...clubs...

Maybe too late...but at least i know...

Last semester...will thing change?

Inferority and Superiority Complex

2007-09-18T16:22:00.000+08:00

Came across these two terms today...

Definitions (From Answers.com)

Inferority complex - A persistent sense of inadequacy or a tendency to self-diminishment, sometimes resulting in excessive aggressiveness through overcompensation.

Superiority complex - 1) An exaggerated feeling of being superior to others.
2) A psychological defense mechanism in which feelings of superiority counter or conceal feelings of inferiority.

Found a good website bout inferority complex, http://www.stopdepressiontoday.com/stop-your-inferiority-complex-now.html. Did not find one for superiority complex.

After reading up abit on them, i'm still abit confused between the two of them...they are abit similar to each other in that they results in exaggerated behaviours...They can also only come out at certain time...from my understanding...

I do not know if i am suffering from either one of them, or maybe both, but either way life goes on...

Chalet

2007-09-18T00:10:00.000+08:00

Oooo...long since i touched the blog...password also forgot need to reset password...

The way i use the blog, it's like i travelled through time and skipped a few months of my life...haha...

Woooo...the start of the 2nd day after my secondary school chalet...missing the carefree life at chalet already...

Quite alot of things happened in that 3 days and 2 nights...

BBQ on 2 nights...haha most only have 1...

Trying to recount what happened...quite long...take your time to read...

1st day

Met Reu and his friend at Queenstown MRT station, arrived at downtown at around 2+, met with Stan Tay and Siew noi.

Kok Wei came and i escorted him to the chalet room while Reu went with his friend for lunch.

After that Mel came and went with him to subway...got a cup of hot chocolate...wow $2.90 a cup...er half a cup...foam on the other half...

Around 5+, we went to the swimming pool...after swimming awhile, the Nuts (CS, Jacob(not Nuts), Wen Xiu, Jasslyn, Leomund, Veronica) came...sorry Jasslyn...

1st night

Then we returned to the room and prepared for BBQ...

Helped with starting of fire and stealing food that other cooked...that's about all i did at the BBQ...haha...JQ came...

Took the stolen food back to the room watched some "porn" with Stan Tay, Reu, Jq, CS and Mel...haha...or so it is called...Ying Ling and Xue Ling came...Mel went down to BBQ pit after awhile...

Then Mel came to call us to help and we "reluntantly" went down...haha...not quite ok!!

Bags of water filled...and hell broke loose...water bomb started...Yi Xin came...sorry siew noi...

Stan Moo and Yi Hong came...

Daphane came...

After that...card games...and some running about...Alcohol...

Pasir Ris Park...MacDonalds...

Whole night did not really sleep...

2nd day

Quite a few person left in the early morning...

Slept a few hours in the morning...Stan Tan came...

Went swimming...first

OR

Went with Jacob, Stan Tay and Reu for lunch or breakfast?? Can't really remember...

Vin and SH came...after we ate finish...

Went back room...

Played some cards...showed Vin the "porn"...Henry came...played worms on Vin's PSP...ate some snacks...

Went to rent bike...owe Xue Ling $15 for the rental fee...cycle awhile...

2nd night

Then. I went out to see the 7th National Wushu Display at the indoor stadium...almost fell asleep while standing on the MRT...must have looked weird to the other passengers haha...owe Guan Zhu $10 for the entrance fee...Cool stunts by the Martial Art Expertises...alot of Tai Chi..

Went back to the chalet at around 11+, did not see the people who went for the 2nd BBQ...heard that the people staying went to arcade...got back too late to join them...

Went back to room...talk crap...play cards...drink alcohol...and ate the cold chicken wings that were left for me...though the wings were cold i can feel the warmth of the people who cooked it...grateful T.T...thank you...whoever that is...

Truth or Dare...hm...same old qns...but quite some new stuff...haha...

Got bored...went night cycling with Stan Tay, Yi Xin, Siew Noi and Henry...bought some drinks and biscuits before going...

4 bikes with 5 person...Stan Tay handled the drinks and snack...i handle Yi Xin...haha

Passed a bridge...a maze...

Finally reached a brightly lit place...with stairs and some weird structure...

Cycled to a playground...got wild abit...the playground is quite fun...hm...built up some sweat...

Took the drinks we got...and cycled to the other end of the park...passed the maze...the bridge...let Yi Xin take the handle while i just paddle...travelled some distance...passed some other chalet...nice place if we could stay there...

Reached the end with a pavillion that is so dark we needed Handphone's camera light...ate the biscuit there...look out to sea at the cargo ships...Yi Xin rest his back...from the hard seat...and weird position...

Saw a pair of black shoe at the pavillion...weird...just weird...thought of a suggestion...ghost story...suggested we go back to the room...don't dare to say anything there...

This time i took the hard seat and Yi Xin paddled...Yi Xin told some spooky things...and we sort of lagged behind the others...ahhh...

Reached the room...others all asleep...hahaha...woke them up...ghost stories...half way through all asleep...

3rd day

Woke up...hot all over my body...must be cause of sleeping in wet shirt...feel sick...took a shower...

Went for breakfast...walk passed subway...go into BK...stalled awhile...went into Mac...finishing eating went back room...cleared up...head for home...

On the way decided to go JE...Mel, Siew Noi and me went K Pool...owe Mel $5...Stan Tay, Reu, Stan Tan and Xue Ling went K Box...sneaked into K Box when Stan Tay came out...stole some of Stan Tan and Reu's food...amazing Stan Tan can still sing so loud...haha...then went arcade with Mel and Siew Noi after we had enough of pool...and went to see people ice skating...

Then those from K Box came out and we went for lunch (only Mel and SN)...no more money...haha...THE END of the chalet...

Went home...washed up abit...eat some stuff...lie down to rest at around 6+...woke up at 9+ the following day...longest i slept so far...

So long never write...and i wrote so long...haha...feel abit paiseh...

Couldn't Sleep

2007-04-22T07:10:00.000+08:00

A few hours ago i just posted, ending my 2 month blogging drought...now i am posting again...when i dun post i really dun post when i start i post so much...

Most probably due to not being able to sleep...lie in bed for 3 hrs...couldn't slp...toss and turn...

Went to the washroom, got a drink of water...went back to bed...

Still couldn't slp...finally got into a slumber...

But soon awoke by my alarm...(was suppose to go jogging)

Now dun feel that well to go jog...(maybe go later today)

Yesterday slept too much?

Regardless...the morning sky really look very nice...might as well enjoy it...

Look at life in a flash

2007-04-21T23:05:00.000+08:00

So long since the last post...sorry for people who actually read...haha

Start of a new school term...

Wah 3rd yr alrdy...so fast...still feel like a freshies, still looking for cca to join..

TKD also green belt alrdy, grading coming in May...1 yr past since i joined...technique still not that good haha...

Life saving completed 1 & 2, test for 3 also coming in May...haha practise still can save, real life still not sure...after 3 will be BM...hope can continue for higher course after that...also almost 1 yr since i started...

Swimming survivor course, got my bronze at 18+...took it with yixin and vin...haha if not also may not go take...now want to go on and get gold...if possible skip silver...then go on to get gold star...haha not easy...

Want to start car, wushu, japanese language lessons, dun seem to have enough time.

Hope to train my running and get back my stamina when i was in secondary..

So many things so little time, wonder how i still can get time to play computer and read comics...haha guess these stuff can slot into the little time in between school and work, that's y.

Ok...i admit...maybe it is just that i do not have the discipline...

Time

2007-04-21T22:21:00.000+08:00

Time, something given every second, every minute, every hour, every day, every week, every month, every year, every decade, every centuary, every millenium, every etc.(you know what i mean).

Normally people are given this wonderful gift for a few decades, lucky ones get a centuary+, unlucky you get only a few years, maybe a few months or weeks, some hours or just a few seconds. Not to forget, there are also some that did not even get it.

Time cannot be seen but it is there, defined to be so. We would only be given time in this life span that we had. This one life that we are given. Part of the time in this whole big universe, part of this long span of time since the start of time. Compared to these, we are only given this short amount of time. When your time is used up, you become nothing or you start another kind of time. The time of the spirit, the time of the nature, the time of another life. But everything in your previous time will be gone, disappear, forgotten.

Time come and go, we take and give. Within a second, we get another. But the previous second will not come back, think of what you did in that second. Did you used it well? Did you make a choice? Do you have a regret for that second? Would you have done something different?

Ever felt like you have lost something important? That important second gone, never to return. You only get to experience that second once. Now you get the importance? Every second is that important. It can save a life, save your job, save a sour relationship, save etc.(you get what i mean).

Time is important.

For the past minute or so that you spent reading this post, have you wasted that minute or have you notice something you never thought about?

If it was wasted, i apologise.

Now think, for the time given so far, was it used meaningfully?

Oh "Maid" Freaking God

2007-02-11T22:34:00.000+08:00

In the past, when i read new articles about maid being ill-treated by "BAD" employer, i will feel so disgusted and sad about what people can do in this world. Even though there are maid that kill their employer or their baby, i still sided with the maid, thinking that they must have been ill-treated by their employer which forced them to do such things...

Thus, i did not wish to have a maid and even more so now (explain later).

Unfortunately, my family due to some problems had no choice but employ one.

Initially when the maid came...i feel sad...maid are sad people...leaving thier own home to stay in someone else's house and to serve them. Thus, i was rather defending of her (trying to be a good person)...so when my sisters talk bad about her working attitude (relatively good compared to present), i will sometime disagree with them.

The maid, initially listen to almost everything we told her to do. Worked quite well and yes...she is smart...very smart (you will know why) i would say...but sometime there will be some mistakes here and there...since it is only the first few weeks, thinking time is needed to adapt to a different place...we did not think much of it...

After a few more weeks passes...follow by months...finally...adaptation...not for good...i wouldn't say bad...human's nature...the maid started to learn ways to slack off...

LIST of WAYS to SLACK:

-So as not to tidy up some places in the house, she would say she is afraid that she will messed up our stuff resulting in us unable to find our stuff
-So as to do lesser chores, she would do her tasks slowly (and i mean VERY slowly) (ok only exaggerating but still quite slow)
-So she would not tire herself out, she will use very little strength in cleanly clothes and untensils
-So she can rest more, when given tasks to go out of the house (like buying stuff), she will take her own sweet time to walk (30 mins walk for a 10 mins distance)
-more to list...but cant remember...too much and too long ago...

LIST of BAD HABITS

-She has a tendency to listen on to your conversation and act like she isn't (make a good spy)
-She may not have her line of vision on you, but when you walk pass, you can feel the gaze (yes she is looking at you)
-She look out of the window when she is washing the dishes (that explain the rice in the plate after washing) (oh ya not to forget the detergent taste in my water)
-She is alway too busy to tidy the place up (busy reading newspaper)
-She will not stop to help even if she see u trying to clear up a big mess (is she not paid to help)
-same as above...many more...can't possibly list all (you know what i mean) (doesn't matter if you don't)

Not too long ago (not that near as well), she got a handphone. Well not that she shouldn't have it...but messaging friend on the work, listening to radio using the handphone, etc...(wouldn't you get fired???) (Oh ya you wouldn't, not when you are working in my house) (Oh ya don't forget, not like with your previous owner that scolded you which you couldn't stand and left).

Still i feel that, leaving your own house to work in a foreign country is a sad thing...but i can also now understand why some employer can do some of the stuff they do...but i wouldn't say what they did is right...well...not all maid are bad...just some (maybe most)...i just got the bad ones...get one...maybe you will know...

(this post is incompleted but may never be complete cause i do not think i will want to write something this long again...just to express my feeling...actually not even half long enough to express my feelings...too much stuff...can't put all at a time)

Finally...

2007-02-11T22:27:00.000+08:00

After more than a month...(almost 2). Came my lastest blog...2 days after last exam paper...few hours before attachment begin...almost no rest...WT*!@#%&$^!/?>\...anyway this isnt the worst...(see the next post)...well to fellow "attached" poly fren...gd luck with your "attachment"...(WT@!#$#^%$&>

Random list...

2006-12-20T22:59:00.000+08:00

Drunken with a cup of tea, Chicken porridge Mutton meat. With A Smoke, the Book will Know. Soft and Light is the Golden Spiral. Smell and Sniff the Atumun Smell.

Spinning round in the dark...spooky tunnel, road to none. Station with a red fire, botak with a line so long. Broken trees and crashing site.

Only more to speak, but only you and you will know.
For those who don't they never will, for this is memories all so new.

Tired spirits all so strong. With a "B", we all can "K"-ill. Quiet night the day will end with a wisp of mystery.

A Time Long Long Ago...

2006-11-06T22:49:00.000+08:00

since i wrote in my blog...haha...busy...wasting my time and life away...when can i get down to serious business...mst coming...projects underway...attachment at the begginning of next year...FYP after that...still have time to waste my time and life...COOL...now i am so tired from wasting my time that i do not have energy to do serious stuff...someone HELP me...

Lesson No. 3

2006-10-05T22:30:00.000+08:00

Good Evening,

Today i shall talk about this phrase...

"fire cannot burn without wood"

Fire will now be a goal and the wood will be the work put into achieving the goal...so how do you make sure there will be wood available?

Most people would not find wood themselves unless there is something to push them...in this case it will be...

"coldness and darkness surround the person making him pick up the axe to get the wood"

Coldness and darkness will now be the pressure, stress, etc. which serves as a form of a push to make people work...however these does not last...

So how can the person be motivated to pick up the axe and get enough wood to last him for the winter?

Honest-speaking, if i know i would have gotten better results and i will not be wasting my time in front of the computer playing...

However, this is a lesson, so i cannot say such a thing...thus i can at least give some suggestions...i won't say that my suggestion is the best but they serve as abit of a motivation...

-Study with someone

"the person should get a partner in getting the wood"

-Give yourself a small reward after you studied for a few chapters

"use the fire to cook something to eat"

-Have short interval during long study hours

"when they had enough wood to last they should rest for the next winter"

That's the end of today's lesson.
Thank You.
Class dismissed

School life...

2006-10-05T22:23:00.000+08:00

Into the end of the second week of school...i realise i have not change my attitude towards study as i said i would before school starts...

Throughout the two weeks, everyday after school, i would play games...and my school works have started to pile...never easy to be motivated without any drives...

Now...we go to Lesson No. 3...

TIred or sick?

2006-09-27T22:52:00.000+08:00

My eyes can hardly open...my vision is a blur...i felt my body heating up...and my mind unclear...

My body is sweating...the air is humid...my skin is sticky all over from the sweat...

I totally do not like this condition...make me feel that living is such a suffering...

Guess rest is what i needed...AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!

Lesson No.2

2006-09-26T22:59:00.000+08:00

Good Evening Everyone,

Today i will talk about a character which i think most people have...and that include me...

"Never use fire on other when you know it hurts yourself."

If you do not know what that means...it means...

"Do not do or say anything, which you know you would not like or get hurt from, on other people."

Most people probably already know this, however not many people practise it...even i do not...but if everyone could just think of this when they are going to do something hurtful and stop in time...this world will be a better place to live in.

Now another problem is seen...

"A person view is blocked when he holds the fire in front of him/herself."

This means...

"People normally do not know that what they doing or saying are actually hurtful to others."

Therefore, there are always fights and quarrels...this is a part of life...it can never be rid of from our life...BUT if we all just try to reflect on what we did or said and control ourselves...we could at least minimaise this type of problems...

End of lesson...
Class dismiss...

First day of school

2006-09-25T22:27:00.000+08:00

Today's the first day of school...the long walk to MRT station, the long day ahead...thinking of these, i felt tired...

Indeed, in school i almost could not stay awake...even the module that i had been waiting for could not get my full attention...really need to get more sleep...

First day and we got an assignment to do which contribute 15% to the total mark...ASMP...Aircraft System Maintenance Practice...almost like doing D&T...filing, drilling, sawing...what a first day...not bad...

Hm...last semester did not do that well maybe should study abit more...haha...easier said than done...just came back from school and i played game until just now...

Well hope tomorrow is a good day...hope i will not fall asleep in class...

Busy day...

2006-09-24T23:24:00.000+08:00

Phew...a few days since i wrote in my blog...thought it may be over...

Today is tiring...though i stayed in one place throughout the day...at the swimming complex...

So many things happened...made me so tired...

Start of the day, slide inspection...saw a lizard in the slide...luck it was near the end...intend to chase it out but think it got tired so i had to hold it by the tail and release it on a tree nearby...

Then started work...pool open...saw a housefly...STEP...it die under my slipper...dirty...make me felt uneasy the whole day...

Then break...OMG...feel asleep and spend another half an hour in the lifeguard room...so sorry to the person covering for me...

Swimmers after swimmers...came swimmers who do not obey rules...so hard to control...making my life hard...told not to go, ignored what i said...said not to stop in the slide, stop for all they liked...next time if got such swimmers again...BAN...

After work...swimming...so tired...

Back at home typing this...more tired...enough for the day...so tired...

Lesson No. 1

2006-09-22T02:08:00.000+08:00

Today is just another day...

The things i did is not much different from any other days:
-eat
-sleep
-work
-play
-etc

BUT, i did learn new stuff as well:
-benchmarking
-strokes of freestyle
-microsoft reader

Thus, i couldn't say it's just another day.

However, to express my boredness of this day which nothing big happen, i say it is just like any other days...

Tomorrow will be another day, however, to not make it just like any other days, we will have to make our lives meaningful. This is the lesson today. Class dismissed

Birthday

2006-09-22T01:59:00.000+08:00

Today is my blog's birthday...sep 22nd, 1.54am...it may become my company for the years to come or one which will die tomorrow...it is also a tool to which i can practise my use of language and a way to express my thoughts...comments are welcome...this is after all a blog about searching for the meanings of life...