Meaning of Life

Ever thought of what life is for? Confused? Puzzled? I am...

Sunday, April 22, 2007

Couldn't Sleep

A few hours ago i just posted, ending my 2 month blogging drought...now i am posting again...when i dun post i really dun post when i start i post so much...

Most probably due to not being able to sleep...lie in bed for 3 hrs...couldn't slp...toss and turn...

Went to the washroom, got a drink of water...went back to bed...

Still couldn't slp...finally got into a slumber...

But soon awoke by my alarm...(was suppose to go jogging)

Now dun feel that well to go jog...(maybe go later today)

Yesterday slept too much?

Regardless...the morning sky really look very nice...might as well enjoy it...

Saturday, April 21, 2007

Look at life in a flash

So long since the last post...sorry for people who actually read...haha

Start of a new school term...

Wah 3rd yr alrdy...so fast...still feel like a freshies, still looking for cca to join..

TKD also green belt alrdy, grading coming in May...1 yr past since i joined...technique still not that good haha...

Life saving completed 1 & 2, test for 3 also coming in May...haha practise still can save, real life still not sure...after 3 will be BM...hope can continue for higher course after that...also almost 1 yr since i started...

Swimming survivor course, got my bronze at 18+...took it with yixin and vin...haha if not also may not go take...now want to go on and get gold...if possible skip silver...then go on to get gold star...haha not easy...

Want to start car, wushu, japanese language lessons, dun seem to have enough time.

Hope to train my running and get back my stamina when i was in secondary..

So many things so little time, wonder how i still can get time to play computer and read comics...haha guess these stuff can slot into the little time in between school and work, that's y.

Ok...i admit...maybe it is just that i do not have the discipline...

Time

Time, something given every second, every minute, every hour, every day, every week, every month, every year, every decade, every centuary, every millenium, every etc.(you know what i mean).

Normally people are given this wonderful gift for a few decades, lucky ones get a centuary+, unlucky you get only a few years, maybe a few months or weeks, some hours or just a few seconds. Not to forget, there are also some that did not even get it.

Time cannot be seen but it is there, defined to be so. We would only be given time in this life span that we had. This one life that we are given. Part of the time in this whole big universe, part of this long span of time since the start of time. Compared to these, we are only given this short amount of time. When your time is used up, you become nothing or you start another kind of time. The time of the spirit, the time of the nature, the time of another life. But everything in your previous time will be gone, disappear, forgotten.

Time come and go, we take and give. Within a second, we get another. But the previous second will not come back, think of what you did in that second. Did you used it well? Did you make a choice? Do you have a regret for that second? Would you have done something different?

Ever felt like you have lost something important? That important second gone, never to return. You only get to experience that second once. Now you get the importance? Every second is that important. It can save a life, save your job, save a sour relationship, save etc.(you get what i mean).

Time is important.

For the past minute or so that you spent reading this post, have you wasted that minute or have you notice something you never thought about?

If it was wasted, i apologise.

Now think, for the time given so far, was it used meaningfully?