Latern Festival

Almost end of day...

"ZZZZ!! ZZZZ!!", the sound made by my vibrating handphone...

"1 message recieved"

"heys pp, want go play candles? repky asap! :D canal play?"

Lonely moon in the vast dark sky...but on the ground is a sea of glowing light...noisy, smoky, dirty, hot...is the setting...

Fire, candles, burning boxes and leaves, lantern and match sticks...are the props...

NUTS, J and me...are the casts...

Slow slow walk, Fun fun games, Small small talks...are the act...

Curtain dropped...end of day...glowing dimmed...moon stayed on...

New Semester

The final semester arrived...the last of my poly life...maybe the last of my education life...

Still haven't top the class in any year and level...haven't done my best in any...haven't....haven't....alot of haven't...

Regrets...full of it...life's full of it...but it is in regrets that i know what to treasure...friends...teachers...books...clubs...

Maybe too late...but at least i know...

Last semester...will thing change?

Inferority and Superiority Complex

Came across these two terms today...

Definitions (From Answers.com)

Inferority complex - A persistent sense of inadequacy or a tendency to self-diminishment, sometimes resulting in excessive aggressiveness through overcompensation.

Superiority complex - 1) An exaggerated feeling of being superior to others.
2) A psychological defense mechanism in which feelings of superiority counter or conceal feelings of inferiority.

Found a good website bout inferority complex, http://www.stopdepressiontoday.com/stop-your-inferiority-complex-now.html. Did not find one for superiority complex.

After reading up abit on them, i'm still abit confused between the two of them...they are abit similar to each other in that they results in exaggerated behaviours...They can also only come out at certain time...from my understanding...

I do not know if i am suffering from either one of them, or maybe both, but either way life goes on...

Chalet

Oooo...long since i touched the blog...password also forgot need to reset password...

The way i use the blog, it's like i travelled through time and skipped a few months of my life...haha...

Woooo...the start of the 2nd day after my secondary school chalet...missing the carefree life at chalet already...

Quite alot of things happened in that 3 days and 2 nights...

BBQ on 2 nights...haha most only have 1...

Trying to recount what happened...quite long...take your time to read...

1st day

Met Reu and his friend at Queenstown MRT station, arrived at downtown at around 2+, met with Stan Tay and Siew noi.

Kok Wei came and i escorted him to the chalet room while Reu went with his friend for lunch.

After that Mel came and went with him to subway...got a cup of hot chocolate...wow $2.90 a cup...er half a cup...foam on the other half...

Around 5+, we went to the swimming pool...after swimming awhile, the Nuts (CS, Jacob(not Nuts), Wen Xiu, Jasslyn, Leomund, Veronica) came...sorry Jasslyn...

1st night

Then we returned to the room and prepared for BBQ...

Helped with starting of fire and stealing food that other cooked...that's about all i did at the BBQ...haha...JQ came...

Took the stolen food back to the room watched some "porn" with Stan Tay, Reu, Jq, CS and Mel...haha...or so it is called...Ying Ling and Xue Ling came...Mel went down to BBQ pit after awhile...

Then Mel came to call us to help and we "reluntantly" went down...haha...not quite ok!!

Bags of water filled...and hell broke loose...water bomb started...Yi Xin came...sorry siew noi...

Stan Moo and Yi Hong came...

Daphane came...

After that...card games...and some running about...Alcohol...

Pasir Ris Park...MacDonalds...

Whole night did not really sleep...

2nd day

Quite a few person left in the early morning...

Slept a few hours in the morning...Stan Tan came...

Went swimming...first

OR

Went with Jacob, Stan Tay and Reu for lunch or breakfast?? Can't really remember...

Vin and SH came...after we ate finish...

Went back room...

Played some cards...showed Vin the "porn"...Henry came...played worms on Vin's PSP...ate some snacks...

Went to rent bike...owe Xue Ling $15 for the rental fee...cycle awhile...

2nd night

Then. I went out to see the 7th National Wushu Display at the indoor stadium...almost fell asleep while standing on the MRT...must have looked weird to the other passengers haha...owe Guan Zhu $10 for the entrance fee...Cool stunts by the Martial Art Expertises...alot of Tai Chi..

Went back to the chalet at around 11+, did not see the people who went for the 2nd BBQ...heard that the people staying went to arcade...got back too late to join them...

Went back to room...talk crap...play cards...drink alcohol...and ate the cold chicken wings that were left for me...though the wings were cold i can feel the warmth of the people who cooked it...grateful T.T...thank you...whoever that is...

Truth or Dare...hm...same old qns...but quite some new stuff...haha...

Got bored...went night cycling with Stan Tay, Yi Xin, Siew Noi and Henry...bought some drinks and biscuits before going...

4 bikes with 5 person...Stan Tay handled the drinks and snack...i handle Yi Xin...haha

Passed a bridge...a maze...

Finally reached a brightly lit place...with stairs and some weird structure...

Cycled to a playground...got wild abit...the playground is quite fun...hm...built up some sweat...

Took the drinks we got...and cycled to the other end of the park...passed the maze...the bridge...let Yi Xin take the handle while i just paddle...travelled some distance...passed some other chalet...nice place if we could stay there...

Reached the end with a pavillion that is so dark we needed Handphone's camera light...ate the biscuit there...look out to sea at the cargo ships...Yi Xin rest his back...from the hard seat...and weird position...

Saw a pair of black shoe at the pavillion...weird...just weird...thought of a suggestion...ghost story...suggested we go back to the room...don't dare to say anything there...

This time i took the hard seat and Yi Xin paddled...Yi Xin told some spooky things...and we sort of lagged behind the others...ahhh...

Reached the room...others all asleep...hahaha...woke them up...ghost stories...half way through all asleep...

3rd day

Woke up...hot all over my body...must be cause of sleeping in wet shirt...feel sick...took a shower...

Went for breakfast...walk passed subway...go into BK...stalled awhile...went into Mac...finishing eating went back room...cleared up...head for home...

On the way decided to go JE...Mel, Siew Noi and me went K Pool...owe Mel $5...Stan Tay, Reu, Stan Tan and Xue Ling went K Box...sneaked into K Box when Stan Tay came out...stole some of Stan Tan and Reu's food...amazing Stan Tan can still sing so loud...haha...then went arcade with Mel and Siew Noi after we had enough of pool...and went to see people ice skating...

Then those from K Box came out and we went for lunch (only Mel and SN)...no more money...haha...THE END of the chalet...

Went home...washed up abit...eat some stuff...lie down to rest at around 6+...woke up at 9+ the following day...longest i slept so far...

So long never write...and i wrote so long...haha...feel abit paiseh...